I WANT SOMEMORE SHOPPING !

Haizz , i guess shopping is the only thing that can make me feel better . Sometimes i really wonder if i was a mistake in this world . It's like no one cares about my feelings . Backstabs , hyprocites , bastards ? I wonder if i really didn't exist in this world would things change ? I'm really curious . I was thinking if i've just dissapear in the middle of a conversation with my mum . What would happen ? I'm not sure . I told myself i have to forget him but until now ? Can someone teach me how to forget him ?! Sigh , this is so frustrating . These words are still unable to describe how i really feel ><