Sigh , i'm really confuse man ! Wild thoughts running through my mind and it just doesn't stops .
I have to pretend that i dun really care . I have to cover my sorrows with my smiles , but how fake can it go ? I really dun know . I tried to flood my brain with other things that will make me feel better but somehow it just switch back on it's own . ARGG . It's irritating me seriously . It's really stupid , i kept telling myself that i have to give up and i will but somehow the feelings just never fades . Yea it's true he has taken a place in my heart and no matter how much i try to fill up this place with other things . It just can't replace you ! Someone just help me get out of this situation . SIGH .