Maybe from the very beginning everything was just a lie .

But i can't stop thinking , As I re-read the emails , the notes and the conversations .

Then i started to realised i haven forget you a single bit .

I knew how much you still meant to me .

& The countless time you have broke my heart unintentionally .

It's been so long but i still cry over you .

I dunno why , i'm insane or am i a fool ?

I kept lying through everyone faces that i dun care about you .

In fact , i do . This is driving me crazy .

I want to forget and put it behind so badly but i just can't .

Exams is coming , wait no . Exams have already arrived .

I'm mugging like crazy like everybody else .

I hope i can pass , i still have lots of topics i need to cover so yeah . :/

Hmm currently pissed off with someone . _l_

Sigh , i really dunno about you already .

Seriously sometimes i wonder why must you come into everything ?

I'm meant like why must you always want to have everything i have .

And know everything i know even if the matter doesn't relates to you ?

Forget it , drop that matter i shall be forgiving ..