I'm so sorry if i made you think

or even feel it that way .

but it wasn't on purpose

I didn't mean it .... seriously. Sigh

, i'm feeling so terrible .

But all i know is ily

Had Chinese new year celebration today . Went to school , had lesson till 9.50 . Recess , half way through eileen felt sick wanted to go home . Sent her to general office took a blue form went to find miss luan but couldn't . So went back to class miss zahira sgin it . Followed Eileen to the office and went back to class . 11.00 went up to the hall for CNY concert . After concert went back with Lionel , Sean , Shawn , Zul , khoilrul and ecriter to wsps . Saw mdm hafiza , tears flowed down LOL . Then had , lunch at mac . Back to home sweet home .

yup , it's totally true that we're drifting

apart .

Sigh , i'm really confuse man ! Wild thoughts running through my mind and it just doesn't stops .
I have to pretend that i dun really care . I have to cover my sorrows with my smiles , but how fake can it go ? I really dun know . I tried to flood my brain with other things that will make me feel better but somehow it just switch back on it's own . ARGG . It's irritating me seriously . It's really stupid , i kept telling myself that i have to give up and i will but somehow the feelings just never fades . Yea it's true he has taken a place in my heart and no matter how much i try to fill up this place with other things . It just can't replace you ! Someone just help me get out of this situation . SIGH .