Well , went out with chloe to Bugis 

Superb. Fun day with her , and she made me realised something too . ):

Nevermind shall talk about that later ^-^

Anyways i had a super great day with her . Love you alot okays ? <3>

Well , i guess what you said was right .

I haven't really forget those things , instead i was trying to run away from things .

I know and i've tried , and when i say try , i really did try .

I also know that by running away from things it doesnt really helps .

But what can i do ? I feel so pathetic , look how time have fly passed .

However , how much have i really achieved ? Nothing .

I was trying to to put myself into another disillusion .

And sometimes when some things seems to be so perfect ,

They aren't really that perfect like how they seems .

Instead , it's just a piece of lie ?

Sometimes i really wonder if it's heaven's play , or isit just me ?