Sometimes, it's just so tough being someone who you really are.
Every action, every word, every step, or even expression you do, your being judge meticulously.
I'm not trying to say anything here but yes, this is how the world goes, how the reality is.
If you're well-like, all odds will be in your favour but if you're not then just too bad.
But what i'm trying to imply is that is judging really that important?
Why can't we look in the mirror and see that all of us aren't perfect either.
What's more, you don't have the slightest bit of rights to criticize anyone cause you yourself ain't better.
These words can't express the indignation that's inside of me.
For every curt remark made, it's another unatoned sin you made.
Don't you ever feel any guilt in yourself?
Having said that, I just can't understand how could you pretend so well.
It's really making me have a really notorious impression of you.
It's just a sentimental feeling that crept onto me, of how we used to be so innocent.
I guess, things changed.
And it isn't surprising because everyone knows that.
The fact is piercing through our eyes, what's more; self denial won't bring us anywhere.
But matter most is, I don't care what others think or say, but as for you.
Why? Why must you hurt me.
Why? Why must it always be you.
You know how much you mean to me, you very well know this.
If you ever realized, ever wondered, ever crossed your mind or even take a second to ponder.
Even if it was just a second how much you've changed.
I'm saying this because I feel your a really different person now.
And I can't differentiate when are you really true. You just give me creeps. Ok. whatever.
Im Just having that nostalgic feeling of care you used to have gave me.
But, not anymore.
I know very well, in your eyes now you're belittling those people who are incapable.
But bear in mind.
If you're gonna look down on others, then look at yourself first cause you aint better.
And don't tell me we're still like before.
Im a human, even if I can't see through you. I can feel it, I can sense it.
This drastic change is just too much. Too much for a person like you to be going through.
Too much for me to handle.
It a brand new year of 2013 but within this short month, I have learnt what cruelty really is.
No one is gonna speak up for you, if you don't speak up for yourself.
What goes around comes around isn't it?
I shall wait and see.