Saturday, February 25, 2012

Thanks for making my life a total mess

So now what? Everything's turning against me?
Fine! Go ahead.
Seriously, everything's changing.
Is it just me or just cause this reality.
I can't seem to tell you anything anymore.
You longer that one person, i can blurt out all my feelings to.
Cause everytime when i do, you always seem to be frustrated.
You're always half-hearted. You're person is here, but not your heart and brain.
You weren't like that before. But eversince this year, you changed.
I don't mind the others changing and turning against me or whatsoever.
Cause i was very certain then, you were that one, thta one who will always stand by me no matter what happens.
Yes, yes i know, i know im not up to you. Be it whatever, academics, holistically, pe, and all.
I know the rest are. But i know very well, you ain't that kind of person who look down on others.
Perhaps its just me. Perhaps i not doing well. Okay.. so be it. Im tired, really tired.
Really tired of everything.
Just spare me for once.