Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Just let me off for just this once please. Im mentally and physically drained.

Please just let me off, just this once.
Seriously, i'm tired of these.
No one will ever understand this agony im going through.
You're like a changed person, everyone isn't the same as before.
New friends, new people, new life, new personality.
Everything just changes, especially when you have something else newer than before.
I don't know. I really don't know how i should explain this feeling to anyone.
Cause no one, just no one seem to understand.
Everytime when i rack up those things.
In the very end, it will always seems like im the one kicking up a really big fuss about everything here.
I really just want someone to talk to. Someone that understands me.
Stand by me.
Every post i have been trying to convey this whole lot of words. Again and again.
But it's never working.
It's always like these. Repeating like a broken recorder.
Saying im sorry, over and over again.
But you don't really mean it. If thats the case. Then don't bother saying it.
Im serious. It'll just save your time and everything else.
Im fine. Fine being alone, fine by myself.
I'll find someone better off. Happy now?
Yes, even if im crying, wailing, screaming.
No one even cares. It's just fucking useless. FINE! I'll not do that anymore.
I'll just shut up, lead my own life. K thanks.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I love you, my dear.

Maybe I'm not over you.
Maybe I'm just immune to your non-existence
Maybe you're still living deep down in my heart.
Maybe I'm thinking too much, too much for anything.
Maybe all these while, im just distracting myself just to divert my attention from you.
Maybe just maybe i still have a tingling love hanging here inside my heart.
Maybe i was wrong.
Maybe we could have establish a long run by now.
Maybe all these are just too late.
Yes, it's too late. Im sorry.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Another hectic day down



Okay. Seriously, i hope all these Shits will just stop from now on. And you will just stop all these nonsense. Thanks bitch.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Fcktard

Im really speechless by your actions.
This is not what i call love, instead its just a plain obsession.
Seriously, to be honest you're freaking me out.
I can't stop you from liking me but the least you can do is to respect me.
By giving me that space,freedom and privacy. I should have for myself.
If you're gonna continue following me around 247 it doesnt make me feel better.
Instead, you'll just make me feel annoyed and uneasy.
If this is ever gonna continue, i can assure you my patiences won't last for long.
I don't wanna seem like a bitch by telling you off or whatsoever,
But your actions is really putting me in a great dilema.
In fact, im seriously freaked out by you and i don't think we can even continue to be friends this way.
Urgh. At least have some sense of pride in you? Please, im begging you.
Just stop it. Im gonna go crazy if this is gonna carry on. PLEASE JUST STOP IT.
I NEED SOME SPACE ALONE