i think im falling for you :/

I know, i know i shouldn't be feeling this way.

I know we're far from how reality should be but im really falling for you.

I know it's unfair, and i feel guilty too.

But truthfully, i liked you first.

And no matter what, i know we are never meant to be.

But still, i wish i can continue liking you.

Even if it's just to see you from afar, it'll make my day. I swear.

Baby boy, you're the last i would want to see you with another girl.

Though i have no rights to stop you, but i really wish, even if you find a girl you like.

Find someone special, pretty, unique and nice.

Last but not least stay happy my dear boy.

Once you're happy, i'll be too.

Cause, your smile on your face, never fails to make me smile too. ily.

And everytime when we have eye contact, i just can't seem to look into your eyes.

Just cause, im afraid i'll fall deeper for you each time.

Needa get some good rest.

Back from cca. Im tired and shag.

Oh well gotta keep things going.

I survived that hectic first week of school! Yay~

Hmm, so after last year's long break.

Everything kinda fall back into place like how it should be.

Everyone's now back to school. Okay, maybe not the minds and the heart.

But more or less the people are back.

Sec 3 life is really tougher than sec 2 and before.

I've lots to catch up on and pay attention in class be it whatever subject.

The teachers are kinda nice but strict though.

I hope i can really do well in my studies this year, expecting at least a B-A for my results! Stress!

Which also means that i have to work doubly hard and extremely hard.

I have been having endless late night work. And im really shag now.

Feeling that im so busy everyday. Oh well, this is life. I have to accept it.

Cca is kinda stress too. There's many things for us to remember.

All i can say and do for everything, be it studies or cca or whatsoever is PRACTICE, PRACTICE AND PRACTICE. HOPEFULLY, BY THEN I CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING WELL.

Cause... Practice makes perfect! Heh! ~ ^.^

Today East Spring Chinese Dance Open House was kinda successful? Ok.. Maybe better than last year.

Hopefully aleast 10-15 sec 1s will join chinesedance!!!!~ If not our dance troupe will be doom so. :{

After cca open house. Me, huishan and Vanessa went KFC to eat chicken!~

Yumyumyum. Nomnomnom. #Drools

Right after eating me and huishan went home and then went to Yuanshen's house with cyrus to talk? LOLOL.. ^.^

Had fun there while talking. Heh. Funny people.

So yeap, that's all for today! Gonna get started on my homework soon.

I can do it. HEHEHEHEH! *Self motivation.*

New year, new start.

Imma very happy girl now.

Thanks guys for being sucha great friend this December and November.

You guys have brought me joy, laughter and lots of smiles.

New year, New start, New set of laughter, smiles and happiness.

I'll never forget this holiday.

Though it's just 60 days, but I've collected alot of great memories with you guys.

1. The alumni day camp

2. I don't know how many times of going out esp. to mbs ^^ ahaha.

3. Chalet

4. New year celebration.

5. Planning of stuff.

6. Etc, etc.

It's etched in my heart. Heh.

Though i have only known your around 1/2 month or so?

You guys made me feel very welcome and comfortable around you guys.

Thanks! Hope this year we'll be closer and happier together.

Hehee. Last but not least happy new year everyone. Though its kinda late but still. <3

Okayy so on new year's day.

I went out to meet hs at 9.30pm ? Went to yuanshen's house. Soon Jerome came then cyrus came too. Eventually Zile and yuanteng came too. Watched tv and they play majong cause apparently i don't know how to play. Ahahah. Then joke around and stuff. 12am we went downstairs to play with the spray thingy? And fireworks heh. Took pictures with the Polaroid and went home around 1.45? Okay that's about all. Byeeeee people. ^^ Gotta tons of homework i needa mug. Tomorrow's school and im doom. Shag. Ciaos <3