Let the pictures do the talking .

1E3'10 ! ♥

Hello people ! As you can see the pictures above we had lots of fun for the past two days . We really enjoyed ourselves . Had time bonding with lots of people too , not much things happened though . Chinese dance today was kinda tiring , she somehow changed our dance steps ? ]'; It was so last minute , now i've to remember it all again . Sigh . The week ahead it's gonna be kinda pack and busy so i'll not have much time to blog too . Well , i'm hoping for a break asap . ^^ Can't wait for tomorrow i will be going out with eileen lim xD hehe . But whatever it is , ciaos people . I'm tired Dx

Unlock my heart , teach me how to forget .

I'm fucking pissed off , i have reflected lots of things today . I've really regretted about complaining about you caring last time instead of cherishing whatever i have , until losing you . Well now that i've lose you , i'm really missing the past . Yeah , you can't bring back the past , it's over . I'm sorry i haven cherish , i'm sorry i can't forget you , i'm sorry i still love you . Lastly , i'm sorry i can't face you anymore because whenever i do , i lose my confdence , my emotions go wild , my heart feels extremely heavy as though i've lost myself . Whatever it is , i'm sorry .

You will never know how hurting it is until you really experience it .

If only i could run away from reality

Have you ever got the feeling of being so unwanted ? It feels like as though You're not important to anyone in this world anymore . The whole have abandoned you there all alone by yourself . Even Time didn't waited for you to catch up and just move on continuously , unexpectedly leaving you there . Yes right there . It felt so lonely the nights seems extremely long , i'm on the verge of breaking down . No one understands me how i feel , they treat my words like as though it's rubbish or maybe my words are immune to you people not having your to show much concern to whatever i say . I'm on the verge of breaking down . I feel so helpless . If your concern to me was just something you have been forcing out from yourself then forget it , i dun need you to show "concern" to me like this . It looks pathetic as well as me feeling so pathetic . I really don't know , well anyway i don't wish to know . In your eyes , i've always been the extra one never once being the most important one . You can deny everything i said but your actions shows .

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Jenelle : Yo Chiobuu ! (: Lovedieyou too . Thankyou ^^

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Hello people ! I'm back with my posting :D Heheh CD today was kinda slacking nothing much happened. School was alright ^^ Homework wasn't that much too . But having to have 5 periods of maths tmr , it's gonna be a toture >.< . No chance of slacking since i'm sitting right infront of the teacher's table .

Well whatever that can be done i've tried .

Since it's becoming useless , pointless and even devastating .

I'll let go , i'll move on :D People out there you guys dun have to worry anymore

Jenelle will forget soon ^^Gimmie time ! I'm gald i have the courage to forget ^^ .

Thankyou for pei-ing me when i was down >.<>

FUCK UP !

That feeling ! That kind of undescribable feeling ! ARGGHH i hate that feeling >.<

There are lots of things bottled up inside me and I'm not sure who should i confine to .

I've lots of things i wanna say but i dunno how should i start or how should i say .

Neither i know if the people who is lending their listening is willing to listen to me anot .

How I wish everything was a fairytale

But in life there isn't such a thing known as fairytale but reality .

I'm scared to face reality because reality is something scary it shows the truth .

Whether you like it or not it's fated to be there .

Sometimes i really wish that i haven existed .

Maybe my presences isn't that important . I'm not sure D: Nobody seems to understand me .

Forget it ! I finally know that you ain't true

Whenever you had problems you would always come to me .

But when you dun you just push me aside like nobody's business .

I'm not a toy . You're seriously pissing me off manzxxzz .

Yo people what's up ? Hehe , today was alright slacking the whole day . Had mac for lunch and pizza-hut for dinner :D It was a boring day though . Look at that picture above kekeke , it looks like a retarded rabbit with ears at her cheeks . But someone just dun agree with me >: BUNNY :D I'm fucking bored >.< !

What do i do ? I keep on crying .
I'm so hurt because of you .
Why do i keep crying when i think of you ?
When i look at your pictures again , i live my everyday with thoughts of you .
I didn't knew it would hurt this much .
Neither did i knew i would miss you this much .
I can't walk another step .
When i try to push on , i suffer .
When i look at you why do i feel so hurt and scared ?
Everynight without you feels so long now .
I want to see you so much .
Please stop making me suffer . My heart aches whenever i hear or see you .

Finally took up the courage to tell you whatever i wanted to say .
I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do but i guess it would be fairer to you if i told you .
Even if things can't work up anymore at least i finally said everything out .