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Hmm , what should i do ? thinking of it just makes me more confuse . I try to forget , but it just keeps haunting me with it . I wonder was it meant to be a joke or something . I really felt like i was in a fairy tale . But i asked myself once again , will it last ? COMPLICATED .

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sigh , i'm getting tired of all these things , it really pisses me off ! ARGGS , can you just shut the **** up and stop ruining my life ? It really makes me so irritated . Looking at your face and faking a smile just because i didn't want to spoil your mood or what so ever but please , I have limits . It's not like as though you are someone who can just walk into my life and change everything . It not as if , if you want something you must get it always . If you need the attention so much go get it somewhere else just not infront of my face .

went shopping just now . Bought a new sling bag for sungei buloh trip tomorrow HEHEH . Was wondering should i bring two bag or one bag sigh . CONFUSE D: hmm , nevermind i shall decided tomorrow (: Went sakae sushi just now , had a full dinner . HAHA wanted to buy ear rings but forgot so it's okays i shall buy it some other day . hmm , i think i should get some sleep now yeah ? bye (:

I'M SO BLOODY DEAD TOMORROW >.< !

GEOGRAPHY ARGGGS

I didn't listen a single thing ! FRom dunno when till now .

SHITS ! I'm so gonna fail XP

tubby looks so cute ^^

G-dragon looks so hot (:

WAKAKKA BIG BANG IS BACK WITH LOLLIPOP 2 :O

WOOHOO , big bang finally back with lollipop 2 .

goshh , it looks much nicer than lollipop 1 ARGGS . saddening huh , D: HAHAH

Just came back , phew finally got a break or should

i say finally freed from visiting houses . Home sweet home is the best :D

LOL . visited lots of relatives . though i dun even know them LOL .

Met mummy at the airport , i look so noob .

I dun even know where was i . I was wondering around the airport .

PATHETICALLY , i didn't even know i was at T1 and mummy was meeting me at T2 .

Had to resort to mummy coming to fetch me from T1 to T2 LOLOL .

How stupid can i be ? XD

Then had lunch at T2 with my aunt and uncle . HEHEH .

Then went bukit timah to visit relatives and blah blah .

The next minute when i saw my phone it was already 7 .
GOSH went to eat and back to home sweet home
I'm so doom . My homework are piling up.

But my time is getting lesser .
HAHA hmm , i should start doing my homeworks byebye (:

ARGGGSS ! My body is achinG ! D: Had Chinese dance yesterday . Did warm-up at the foyer :o , so ..... HAHAH . Did alot of stretching now that my whole body is aching LOL . After that we had to learn some kind of dance HAHAH . Practice till like 4.30 slack in school for like half an hour cuz our leg damm pain . Went home ! Bath , eat , sleep . (: .

Freaking hot-tempered now ! ARGG ,I'm like freaking pissed !

Went to visit everyone (: was crowded HAAH drove two cars didn't know who to follow , kor kor or daddy . CONFUSED . But took kor kor car . Hmm his driving skills not bad huh . LOL went to ah ma hus tooks lots of picture while in the car (: Lazy post all those picture so ya ! AHAAH (: hmm , now chionging homeworks ): i wanna get my beauty sleep cuz it's already 1.15 am but these homeworks are slowing me down . SIGH . i dun even know wth they are talking about . nevermind just try do HAHAH (: hmm , so cya . i will be back for more HAAHA .

Hmm , I miss you

I LOve you

SIGH , you

are making

me confuse

!@#%^&*()

I'm so sorry if i made you think

or even feel it that way .

but it wasn't on purpose

I didn't mean it .... seriously. Sigh

, i'm feeling so terrible .

But all i know is ily

Had Chinese new year celebration today . Went to school , had lesson till 9.50 . Recess , half way through eileen felt sick wanted to go home . Sent her to general office took a blue form went to find miss luan but couldn't . So went back to class miss zahira sgin it . Followed Eileen to the office and went back to class . 11.00 went up to the hall for CNY concert . After concert went back with Lionel , Sean , Shawn , Zul , khoilrul and ecriter to wsps . Saw mdm hafiza , tears flowed down LOL . Then had , lunch at mac . Back to home sweet home .

yup , it's totally true that we're drifting

apart .

Sigh , i'm really confuse man ! Wild thoughts running through my mind and it just doesn't stops .
I have to pretend that i dun really care . I have to cover my sorrows with my smiles , but how fake can it go ? I really dun know . I tried to flood my brain with other things that will make me feel better but somehow it just switch back on it's own . ARGG . It's irritating me seriously . It's really stupid , i kept telling myself that i have to give up and i will but somehow the feelings just never fades . Yea it's true he has taken a place in my heart and no matter how much i try to fill up this place with other things . It just can't replace you ! Someone just help me get out of this situation . SIGH .